Dear you,
You're here sitting in bed, wishing you were dead.
You can't seem to get these feelings out of your chest and it truly consumes you on the worst days. I hope these feelings go away as time goes on, as you better yourself both physically and mentally. I hope these feelings are a little easier to bare.
I hope you can see the potentially you have and the strength you show each and every day when you get up in the morning. I wish I could give you the comfort you need when you cry yourself to sleep, or when you can't seem to catch your breathe. I wish I could guide you and hold your hand when you're feeling unsure and anxious, wish I could hide you away from the terrible thoughts that creep in..
But you are strong, you are needed, you are the person I look up to. You can be anything you desire, even when it doesn't seem possible. You don't need me to guide you, you don't need me to wipe your tears and pull you out of bed. You are stronger than you realize, you've been doing great things all along. You've created your own path, your own boundaries and overcome some of the worst feelings all on your own. You're still alive and I'm proud of you.
I love you, even in on the worst days, even when it seems like loving you is the hardest thing in the world.
🤍, Diana
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